They were young and lived in the same city, but truly, the only thing they had in common was loneliness.
She sent him her photograph. βTell me about urself. What do you do in life?β That was all she wrote. He sits bent over his keyboard, stalled for a reply, waiting for inspiration.
Should I tell her I deliver pizza five nights a week? Oh, now that would really impress her. Well at least sheβd know I was employed, had a car and could bring her a large pepperoni when she is hungry. To be honest, I should probably tell her that I have no interest in sports, that I choose to not have a TV, and that I read a lot. Do I have to tell her I live in a basement? He leaves his computer and goes to make a peanut butter and jelly sandwich, thinking, sheβs just a woman, Iβll figure it out.
Later that night, he writes back to Tiffani.
βLetβs see β¦ what can I tell you about me β you know, without scaring you off? I graduated from Cal State last June, and I work nights in the food service industry, well, okay, pizza delivery, basically. Itβs just temporary, because I am applying to film school in the fall. I live in a basement studio β it is not great, as you might imagine, but it is okay, clean at least, and the plumbing works. Usually. I read a lot and I am trying to write a screen-play. Itβs only about half-finished, but it is good. I think itβs good. The music I listen to is mostly blues β really old Chicago stuff like Charlie Musselwhite and Paul Butterfield. Do you know their music? And I like to go to the foreign films that they play down at the Third Street Nickelodeon. I donβt know what else to tell you, except, you know, I am a nice guy. I donβt smoke and I donβt use drugs anymore β except for my allergies, ha ha. By the way, this photo of me was taken yesterday. For what it is worth, thatβs exactly how I look. I am 23 and 5β11β. Tell me about yourself, Tiffani.β
She stares at her computer for a minute, empties her glass of fizzy pink wine, pours another. She takes a couple of drags of her Honeyrose herbal cigarette, carelessly dropping ash onto the keyboard. She taps out a reply without thinking much about it.
βIf I am being truthful, Joel, I have to say I havβnt read a book since hi school. I remember they made us read a Tail of Two Cities. It was sooo boring! I mean I do read - I read Twitter all day long and a few other socials, just not books. I like Indie music β my most favorite bands are The Interrupters and Game Time. I donβt know anything about Chicago blues. Sorry but I thought blues was sort of old peopleβs music? I donβt spend much time at my apartment cuz I get bored when Iβm alone. And I hardly ever invite people over because honestly me and my roommate weβre really messy. It always kinda looks like someone broke in and trashed the place. :-) And it is a little embarasing.
I go out to CaffΓ¨ Rio a lot, itβs just down the street and they have an open mic so you never know who is going to show up there. I didnβt go to college like u. I got a job right away when I left home. I work at the Co-op on Bush Street. It is not a great job but I like it ok. I am taking math classes now to get my GED certificut but Iβm not sure what I want to do after that. Prollie Iβll figure it out pretty soon but I donβt have any plans yet. Iβm only 21, I have time, right? When would u like to get together?
They are sitting in Giorgioβs tonight, knee to knee at a table about as big around as a pie tin. She looks pretty nice, he thinks, sort of cute, if you like freckles. She sounds really young, and she canβt spell, but who cares? A lot of people canβt spell. His eye is caught by the sparkly little silver arrow dangling just above her cleavage from a chain. He likes her fuzzy pink sweater and her perfect teeth. She thinks, He may be a brainiac, maybe a little weird, but heβs kinda sweet. Iβd like to show him a better way to style his hair. So what the hell? Wait and see.β
βWe both know we have nothing in common, Joel,β she said, β so we wonβt be too surprised if it doesnβt work out, right?β He laughed.
βRight you are,β he said, "If you expect nothing, you wonβt be disappointed, as they say. Can I buy you another drink?β
Of course they will find out that neither one is entirely what they appear to be tonight. He could be a mildly neurotic germaphobe with a great sense of humor. She could be tenderly supportive of his dreams, or have hidden sadomasochistic tendencies β anything is possible. But here they are, both willing to put themselves out there.
When we are lonely, we see only what we want to see. The truth is always revealed farther down the road. That old loneliness. It dulls our wits; it kindles mountains of delusion. It is a powerful motivator.
If you liked this little little βromanceβ, then you might like this one as well!
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Loved the dialogue between characters, Sharron! It was very realistic. I also felt I learned some things from them based on what they decided to reveal and how they typed. (Not that spelling is a reflection of someoneβs intelligence, but still...)
Great job!
You have a real talent for getting the reader engaged and wanting more of the story.